About the title, my crush, my senior isn't leaving this year. Yes ! I asked him about it, he told me, he'll be leaving after graduation which is next year.
So last Friday, me and del visited our classmate who was diagnosed with dengue, fortunately he was there. Upon entering, he immediately offered me his chair, isn't it sweet? At first I hesitated, but gave in eventually. So awkwardness filled the room. Whenever our eyes meet, we both smile like a lunatic. His eye smile was so asdfghjkl! Whenever he smile, I feel the butterflies in my tummy gone wild and I thought I'll die because of suffocation. When we decided to leave, he said he'll come along. We just used the stairs, I wasn’t even exhausted. then we went to town, he paid for the fare, he is so sweet! After that we went separate ways. Tss.
After that, we keep on exchanging messages. And guess what? he asked me out. I was like a crazy puppy, I bit my lip for a hundred times, I even yelled at my cousin because of excitement. She was looking at me like "wtf is wrong with you? " haha, I get that a lot. So on Thursday afternoon, we went to watch a movie, "Prometheus". He bought some donuts and popcorn, he keeps on offering, I wasn’t in the mood to eat, because I think, it'll just make the butterflies more wild. I can feel his arm brushing against mine, and sometimes his fingers tapping on my arm and it felt so asdfghjkl ! again, I can't explain the feeling. Then suddenly, he asked for my hand, he said he was cold. Unfortunately, me being so stupid, I didn’t gave my hand, I was worried that he might think that I'm easy-to-get which is not! Then afterwards, I felt his mood changed, so I asked him if he was okay, he said yes. I think I hurt his ego. *sigh. stupid me. Then after that, I bought some books, him being so so gentleman, took the books from my hand, he said it was heavy so he should be the one carrying it, sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet! Then we went home. <3
So that’s our first unofficial date. Unofficial cause he's not my boyfriend yet. hahaha. Toodles, see you on my next post.