CHEENISH

June 14 & 19

2011-06-21T21:45:00.004+08:00

So i had a great day with him last June 14, 2011. As i got off the tricycle, i looked straight to where we were supposed to meet. And there he was standing, wearing the cap i gave him on his birthday. Seeing him standing there, waiting for me to arrive made me feel something unusual, until now i still cant describe or name this kind of feeling that only he can make me feel. Then i yell out his name to catch his attention. The way he looked at me was really asdfghjkl ! haha. Then we started walking, before we reached Mindpro there was this crazy old man who’s making a scene, i was frightened so grab his arm not his hand. Lol. Then suddenly he grabbed my hand. I was shocked, i felt some butterflies in my tummy. That was the first time we held each others hand. When he touches my back or shoulders, the butterflies in my tummy are starting to go wild. Haha. Then it was time for me to go home, but before that he held my again.

Batman visited my place last June 19, 2011, and there he met my whole family. Haha. We were in my mom’s store. We were just watching TV, talking and he helped me filling the ref with soft drinks. And when silence come, he will stare at me then laugh, he would touch my arm, my hair then he will just grab my hand and me ? well, i can feel those wild butterflies in my tummy again. Haha. At 5pm he went home. We forgot to take some pictures, and kinda pisses me off. Anyways i had a great time with him.

sorry for the late update && replies :D will bloghop later :)

It's summer

2011-05-15T11:57:00.008+08:00

oh my i know its late. anyways. belated Happy Mothers Day to my mom to yers :) haha. my dad prepared lunch, well he didnt cooked the food, he just ordered them, why ? he is too lazy to do it, after that me and my mom went shopping. haha. she bought me new clothes. yay. thanks mom. i love you :)

ugh. i miss Batman so much ! superb. havent seen him for weeks. tss. and i blame summer for that. i really really want to see him now, as in now. right now all we do is text, text and text. :)

sorry if i havent replied to yer comments, our internet connection was disconnected and mom is planning to reconnect this June which is like years for me. tss. right now em using my cousins laptop. hahaha.

One Month Together

2011-05-01T15:38:00.006+08:00

its May 01. and guess what ? its our First Monthsary today :) too bad we can't be together today. tss. anyways, yesterday i had a great day with my bestfriends. when i got home, i did all my chores and while waiting for my little brother, i fell asleep. then i got up at 12 or 1am, then i checked my phone immediately and there were messages from him (ofcourse), eventhough hours have passed since he sent those messages, i still responded to his msgs then i ask God to wake him up if he's already sleeping :) hihihi. and he did ! haha. before he greeted me, we talked about some random stuffs. unfortunately the network is sick and his battery is low. i went to sleep at 3am, he at 4am :) then we continued talking at 7am or 8am (?). i really really hope we'll see each other on monday :DD oh, what is wrong with me ? i kinda feel shy in showing my feelings for him. tss. i dunno why. can you give me a little advice ?

Hey hey ! got a new layout ! what do you think ? is it okay ? this time, BigBang is not featured, maybe next time :D its simple and i love the colors :D

Great Day

2011-04-20T18:54:00.011+08:00

Me and my classmate Christine: first day of summer class

yep, i had great day today :) haha. em actually enjoying my summer class. em taking up physics in the morning and sociology with anthropology in the afternoon. since our prof in socio didnt came, we went to the city campus and he was there (batman), we were both wearing red tshirts. coincidence ? or destiny ? lol. apollo of "my amnesia girl" used to say that a lot :) well, i tapped his shoulder and asked him bout the results of the evaluation. then blah blah. seeing him again made my day. i gave him a quick stare then looked away. haha. then we were all just talking about kinds of stuffs then we decided to go back to the main campus. but before we got there, we have to cross the streets, again, i dunno how, good thing he was with me :) i clinged on his arm then crossed the streets. hihi. then we sat together inside the jeepney, we were super duper close and his face was somewhat close to mine. and when he stares at me, i can feel butterflies in my tummy, as always. i was sleepy that time, so he would turn around and ask me if im sleepy or not. when he asked that his voice was soothing. haha. along the way, i asked him, what will you do in the main campus, then my classmate answered, its because yer there, then he just smiled. haha. then we roamed around the campus then my classmates had to go somewhere else, leaving me and batman alone. we sat on the bench, then talked about some stuffs, then suddenly he handed me a handmade bracelet from cagayan. haha. i was surprised at the same time touched. i looked at him and said its cute and thank youuuu :) haha.

its simple, but it means a lot to me. its really cute and has our tawagan in it :) and take note, one of the threads is Orange :) kinilig talaga ako :)

I LOVE YOU BABE

going to bloghop tomorrow :)

Friends and Batman :)

2011-04-10T20:16:00.007+08:00

Scribbled-Kiss. She's Eunice, my real life true friend. she was my classmate in nursery and became my bestfriend in high school. From our first year in high school till we graduated. we've been really, really, really close to each other. We got each others back. During our high school days, we're always together, along with our two other true friends, Yuki and Anna. We've been through all bad and good situations, but still we made it out and graduate together. Between those ups and downs our bond or relationship became so strong that made us inseparable and no one can mess with the other one cause we got each others back :D thats how close we are. By the way she's new in the blogosphere, if you dont mind, can you welcome her by visiting her blog? - http://scribbled-kiss.blogspot.com :D see you there !

ScribbledWorld. She's Carmela, we live in the same city but we havent see each other yet in personal, but someday we will. haha. it all started with the comment thingy. she was having a problem about that comment thingy, so i helped her. then after that we've been exchanging e-mails, tags, text messages and calls. haha. we became somewhat close. haha. she is an expressive girl, she tells me her worries and i as a friend on and offline i listened to her and gave her some words that could make her feel alright. haha. i promised her to make her a layout, right now em trying to install adobe photoshop, ugh, i cant use it. i dunno whats wrong. tss. anyways, visit her blog will ya? - http://scribbleworld.blogspot.com ! thanks.

BATMAN its been one week and three days since i answered him, and its getting better everyday. haha. he's really different, in a good way ofcourse. When he stares, i can feel butterflies in my tummy, they were like unstable electrons. haha. and everytime he stood next to me, i feel like my whole body becomes numb. ;) i somehow enjoy this feeling, this unusual feeling that only he can make me feel. see all my post about him - cheenish.blogspot.com/search/label/batman

it feels great to have someone like them, it makes my life complete and happy :D thanks huh :D

Its Official :)

2011-04-02T12:57:00.004+08:00

APRIL 01, 2011 is the date. haha. I was ready to answer him that day. Wanna know how i answered him ? naah. i'll keep that to myself. haha :D samin na lang un. then after that we had lunch together and he was with me all the time. but he had to go somewhere else with my other classmates, they were going to finish their presentation in computer. then after one class, i went home already. then we keep on exchanging messages. later that night, he texted me " 13 times 11 ? ", i replied " 143, you dont have calculator? ", then he replied " nd, sadya un. tingnan mo ng mabuti ", then i said " joke, gets ko un. ". then blah blah :D

i never had this feeling before, this is so unusual. for the first time. superb ! and em loving it. haha. it feels great. em just scared of what might happen. but i'll take the risk, cause i really like him :) i love him :D even though, ive been to a relationship before, still he is my first love. honestly, my past relationship was just nothing, it was just for fun. but this time, its different. really different, ive been experiencing different kinds of feelings/emotions. haha. and i know its love :P

i better return all those comments && i'll update my links :DD

Batman helped me :)

2011-03-21T23:13:00.005+08:00

so yeah, we had our palaro last friday, saturday & sunday. saturday was my fave day. haha. my classmate included my name in the game "domino", unfortunately i lost, cause i didnt know the mechanics of the game, and i havent played that game before. ugh. moving on. on the last event, the dance sports. we sat together along with my crazy and awesome classmates. haha. he was pretty quiet but he makes a lot of funny reactions. until the event ended, we went out of the gate together. me and my two classmates were going to eat together, but they left me with him, they crossed the streets first, and since i dunno how to cross (cause of trauma) the street, i ask him to cross the street with me, i was a little nervous, cause there were lots of vehicles passing, then he said "just relax". i was like "okay okay". then suddenly he grabbed my hand, pulled me and the next thing i know we were already on the other side of the street. i was really surprised. super. my heart was beating so fast. but i had to say goodbye cause my two classmate is already waiting for me, so i just said "thank you", "goodbye" & "take care" :) i didnt know that some of my classmates were watching us, they told me that "kinilig daw talaga sila" XD haha.

1 Month :)

2011-03-10T10:55:00.003+08:00

He's been courting me for one month already :) yep, he confessed and asked me if he can court me, two days before Valentines Day, February 12, 2011. Well, we're not in a hurry. I want to know him better, and im pretty sure he does too. And im waiting for something, something that he can only do/say like normal people do ;) haha. and if he do that, i might, or i will answer him right away :) haha.

i really dont know what to blog at this moment :) oh, lets pray for the places that were hit by earthquake and tsunami :)

Letter for Batman :)

2011-03-01T21:54:00.008+08:00

He shared a secret. he told me that he is Batman, and i should keep it to myself. lol. then i asked him if he needed a sidekick, then he said you want apply?, then i said yes. then he said okay, you can be Batgirl :) lol.

I cant take this anymore && i cant hide this anymore ( my classmates says its already obvious DAW ). so i wrote a letter for him, but i wont give it to him. haha. now i wish he would find this blog and read this entry :) haha.

Dear Batman,

I just wanna tell you that every time you stare at me, em instantly melting inside. that i like yer voice, cause i think its unusual and cute & because of that i wanna hear yer voice every single time. that by just seeing you coming makes me speechless. that when you stare and smile at me whenever were talking makes my head go blank, my heart beats faster & causes my cheeks to glow. that whenever i see yer back, i just wanna hug you from behind. that whenever you respond to my GM makes me me wanna bite my pillow. whenever you send group messages that contains "Banat" makes me wish and pray that its for me. i love it when you rub yer fingers through yer hair. then the moment we both looked at each other accidentally for 10+ seconds, boom. i fell inlove with you.

and oh, yer friends and our classmates keeps on telling me infos about you, and all the things yer telling them about me ;P haha.

P.S. please dont get tired of courting me, cause in the end it'll be worth ittt. XD

Love,
Batgirl ;)

He's been courting me for three weeks already <3 and he doesnt know that i like him.
sorry bout this. gusto ko lang talaga siya ilabas eh :)

btw can you follow my blog ? via netwrokedblogs ? i'll follow back :)

BIGBANG is BACK !

2011-02-24T10:12:00.006+08:00

YESSS ! BIGBANG is BACK ! wootwooo. Februray 24, 2010 :) after two years of absence in the KPOP scene, now theyre definitely back with AWESOME music ! again. then after that they'll be having their BIG SHOW concert after their promotions. isnt it cool ? too bad i can't attend their concert. why ? cause im in the phil && i have no money. but right now em saving my money cause im planning to buy all their album. from their first mini / full album to their fourth mini album :) haha. Right now all the VIPs are rejoicing, busy doing fanarts, graphics, buying the mini album, buying BB goods. haha.

i'll bloghop later, still have class today. tss.

Happy Heart's Day

2011-02-14T22:20:00.005+08:00

To all the lovers out there Happy Valentines Day :) && to the Loveless, Happy Independence Day :) hahaha. So i had a great day, wanna know what happened ? haha.

Our school prepared a short program and some kind of a game named Love Chain. haha, guess what ?! His hand and my hand were tied together, and before we can untie it we have to pose for the camera and wait for 15 minutes. haha. but before they untied it he held my hand :) right after that the program began, we sat together, our classmates, again squeezing us just to make sure we'll be sitting super close to each other. haha. Then we watched the program for 30 minutes i guess, without talking to each other. haha. then it ended, he asked me if "are you going home already?", i answered "I dont know yet, you?", then said with a smile "i dont know yet", then everybody was already leaving i stood up then he called me then he handed me a small paper bag with a cute little white bear in it :3 aww. so sweeeeet XD then we all went home :) haha. i had a wonderful day ! superb ! When he looks at me, i feel like im melting :) haha.

http://weheartit.com/entry/7142400 - image used

He likes me & so do I

2011-02-12T23:16:00.006+08:00

he just confessed that he likes me ! my heart was beating so fast, i can hear it. superb ! and now he is asking if he can court me, and since i like him, i said yes ! ohmygawd ! right now em so nervous && so happy. hahaha. way back then, i already know that he likes me, thats what makes me so shy && super quiet when he is around. im afraid that he might dislike my behavior :) lol. and now i dunno. hope he wont stop liking me :)

http://weheartit.com/entry/7086604 - image used.
http://yuniseu.blogspot.com/ [EUN] - icons used.

when our eyes met

2011-02-08T20:23:00.006+08:00

It was Monday, right after we left the computer lab, me and my classmate went out first. i didnt know that HE was at the back. when i turned around to look for my other classmate our eyes met, accidentally ! and what makes me kilig is that we stared at each other for about 10 seconds which was very long for me :) it was like i couldnt take my eyes off of him, but i managed to look somewhere else. haha. right after that i was out of my mind.

http://agustinaa.tumblr.com/ - image used.

Next to you :)

2011-02-03T15:30:00.007+08:00

i was really shocked when he suddenly appeared right infront of me. haha. lol. that was the third time he stood right beside me, and this time infront of me ! i didnt know what to do, so i kept quiet and i just looked down. it made me ** kilig. yea. super. i hope my classmates and HE wont read this.

so Midterm is finally here. i can feel it. it makes me so tired just thinking about all the things i need to study ! ugh. please help me God. hehe. i wont be posting long blog posts anymore, haha. i just want a short and simple post. just like this :)

&& Happy Chinese New Year !!
image - http://weheartit.com/entry/6834035

My heart's in motion

2011-01-29T21:26:00.010+08:00

haha. i'm starting to like him. and i dunno why. and because of that, i wish there will be classes everyday :) anyway, bubye PreMid, Hello Midterm, its exhausting but its okay, em pretty sure i wont regret it when the time comes :) in fact i'll enjoy it XD superb ! by the way i got high grades. haha.

You set it again, my heart's in motion
Every word feels like a shooting star
I'm at the edge of my emotions
Watching the shadows
Burning in the dark
And I'm in love and I'm terrified
for the first time and the last time
In my only life
- terrified by katherine mcphee

Forever Cheenish :)

2011-01-14T23:47:00.003+08:00

guess what ? em staying here at cheenish.blogspot.com for good :) i really regret leaving this blog of mine. i missed this blog so much. superb ! i left miss.teakandi.com, its not that i dont like it there, its just that my knowledge bout wordpress is limited, LOL. em not familiar with wp that much, unlike in blogger. i used wp twice as my blogging tool last time, but still i didnt get to know everything bout it. so i'll be here forever & ever. haha.

To my miss teakandi's affiliates if you like we can be affiliates here, and to my OLD affiliates it would be great, awesome, etc, if you want to be my affiliates again. haha. just tag me XD

so em back with a new layout && cbox, but the same artist BIGBANG && color. haha. do you like it ?

hasta ki ya lang, durmi anay iyo. manyana ya iyo man bloghop :) haha. - gets? XD

Back to School + updates

2010-11-29T19:02:00.007+08:00

the classes have started last November 22, 2010 :) but the first week was still irregular, few teachers showed up some didnt. we were all happy at the same time irritated, anyway heres my sched :)

and yess, i only have one class on tuesdays and thursdays ! isnt that cool ? haha but in friday i have no time for lunch and its because of euthenics, tsk. my saturday is filled too. My hk 102 is Ballroom, ugh. meaning i'll be dancing with a male partner and wear a dress. tsk, i hope it'll be fun. haha.

Did you notice ? i have a new Template ! again :D and its already version seven ! woohoo, and my banner still and will always features BigBang ! why ? cause i'll be a forever and loyal VIP. btw, Big Bang is the only thing i love about Kpop :) cause their music stands out from the rest, and em pretty sure a kpop fan will agree with me. so what do you think bout my new template ? i just modified some images and colors, the basecodes is from Lauren of Nymphont.com :D

SEVENTEEN @ 1126'10

2010-11-25T21:57:00.009+08:00

if you are wondering bout my title, well it's my Birthday ! haha. now im officially seventeen :) aah ! em getting older. tsk. i dont wanna get old, being old is so difficult, yer responsibilities keeps on increasing, yer usual cute face turns to big matured face. aa, but we have to face it, but come to think of it, you can do whatever you want to do, you can go to places without yer parents, you wont cry anymore if yer away from them, and you got to earn yer own money haha. sounds fun right ? hehe

well, em not really a party person, so i wont celebrate it, instead em gonna go shopping, and yess my parents will give me cash ! i already bought some accessories online, new shoes, and i'll just treat my friends with snacks

i'll update this post tomorrow for some pictures && stories :DD ciao ! em going to bed ooh, i already received some greetings my friends and classmates, and it kinda makes me more excited even thoug em not going to throw a party XD haha

by the way i received some gift from crystal ! thanks

i didnt got the chance to open my Facebook account on my birthday, luckily, i was free today so i opened it :) and i was shock that my wall was filled with greetings :D i was like em so touched ! superb ! thanks guys, there are more screen shots, but em too lazy to post them all :D haha

affiliates thanks for the greetings too i had so much fun on my birthday :) everyone greeted me, even my crushes. haha, i was so " kilig " :D haha .

Defense of the Ancient

2010-11-15T14:40:00.009+08:00

do you play DotA ? well Im pretty sure half or one fourth of the population of teenage boys plays this game. And it has been one of the reasons why couples fight or break up, why ? well according to the boys..

and this video from youtube, is being viewed by thousands of girls and ofcourse boys.

maybe this video is for boys to realize that dont ignore or avoid them just to play DotA.
both sounds reasonable right ? haha and the reasons why some girls also plays DotA is to seek revenge or just curious why a lot of teenagers are hooked to this game, and thats why im playing this game cause em so curious. and since i dunno anything bout that game i asked for my brothers help and i did some little research about a certain hero i wanna use, his skills && etc. and guess what im sort of uhm addicted to itt, pero little lang and that is what keeping me from updating, tagging && commenting, and because of that i am truly sorry

have you noticed ? im using smileys again is it cute ? haha.

image - photobucket.com
video - youtube.com

Stay Connected :)

2010-11-04T14:36:00.005+08:00

Sorry for the late update guys, for the unreplied comments and tags, i was just busy doing another layout, unfortunately i lost my codes, and decided to make a new one. so this is my new layout, still features Big Bang, and its already version six :) my sixth layout ! wee. so what do you think about it ? im kinda satisfied with it, but i was more satisfied with the layout i was making before this, tsk. and about my christmas layout, well i lost it too. TT
since i want to use a layout that is simple and ofcourse made by me, i surf the net looking for some tuts, images & fonts. Luckilyi found some helpful sites, and the result is my new layout, im kinda disapointed the two columns, it should be separated, but nah, haha.

so about the title, yeah, we should all stay connected. so please do follow me in:

http://twitter.com/CHEENISH
http://x-omgitsnicole.tumblr.com

i'll follow back, i promise :))

November 04, 2010 - it's TOP (Choi Seung Hyun) Birthday :) if you dont know him, well he's a member of BIGBANG ! haha. have you watched his movie 71--into the fire ? it was a great movie, it was filled with action and drama at the same time :))

i dont want to make this post long so, toodles :) em gonna bloghop na :D

Happy Halloween !

2010-10-24T19:57:00.005+08:00

Sorry for the late update, its been like two weeks right? tsk. been very busy with school stuffs as usual. exams are still on going, since its already finals, em gonna give my best !, wish me goodluck guys :) ooh, halloween is so near :) and so does my birthday, guys dont forget my birthday huh ? its on november 26, haha. i know its still far away, em just reminding :DD

i was going to use my halloween-ish layout today, but it kinda looks crappy, and since halloween is near, and were having our exam, em not going to use it anymore, cause i dont have enough time to tweak it again. tsk, maybe a christmas layout perhaps ? haha :D

sembreak is already here, so em gonna spend it studying && blogging :D haha. again, as usual :)
bloghopping, i'd better return all those tags && comments :DD

Ghost and Supernatural

2010-10-16T19:55:00.003+08:00

It was quarter to four in the afternoon, i was in the library. the sky was getting pretty dark, we thought it'll rain hard, then suddenly strong winds slammed all the windows closed. then the lights went on and off. right after that theres was a loud "BOOOOOM", then later we discovered it was the transformer on the streets, something went wrong i guess :D then rain begun to fall. I was effin bored so i decided to read again, then i found this book [above] entitle " the world of ghost and the supernatural". it was a compilation of popular ghost stories, mysteries, bout vampires and etc around the globe, the famous amytiville. i had goosebumps while reading it. haha.

Do you believe in any of these ? :DD
ooh. i just noticed, i already have 53 followers :D yay xD haha.
thanks for following me guys :]]

I dont understand

2010-10-11T21:24:00.005+08:00

HEYYA guys. i made a new blog ! and its in pink :D haha. ive been thinking about it, and now i have it :D i made it today. i spend 3 hours in designing && coding. wooh. and im kinda exhausted but very happy :D check it out, and judge it :)) at first i ahte pink, now em using it. i really dont understand my self now.

and about my title, im kinda confused with my behaviors. i get mad easily, i always sleep, i dont want to talk to everybody, if someone dares to talk to me, i suddenly shout at them, then when their gone i said to myself "what are you doing?" ugh. and because of this my mom and dad got pretty mad at me. mm. but i always ask for forgiveness to god everynight before i go to sleep.

goodnight :DD

Copy & Follow are different

2010-10-08T14:28:00.005+08:00

Nowadays, some pinoys are criticizing some artists for singing an upbeat song that has lots of autotunes and for doing music videos that has the kpop feel in it. some pinoy says that they have no originality, theyre copycats, and they are nothing but a bunch of crap. For me they arent copying, theyre just simply following the latest trends in music, remember time runs fast and nobody wants to be left behind and keeps on listening to old songs with different versions, right ? so let's just listen to their song and try to appreciate it :)

em deciding on just posting short entries :D haha. and thats because of my laziness & actually em really busy doing school stuffs :D

Sunset Glow

2010-10-02T20:20:00.005+08:00

Wearing my usual outfit,
waiting for you in the garden
one minute passed, you arrived
with my favorite flower
you slowly handed it to me
kissed my forehead,
and you lead the way to yer car.

We arrived at the beach,
at the back of yer car,
you held my hand,
and as the sun sets
these words suddenly came out
of yer mouth,

" You always had glow on yer face, so i thought
you should be mine, Will you marry me? "

K R R I N G G G !

Stupid alarm clock ! UGH ! anyways, the dream i had was kinda blurry so the garden and the flower thingy was made up :D but the beach and those words felt so real. HAHA :D i wish it'll happen in reality, someday. I dont want to marry at young age xD haha.

Pre Finals are over, but unfortunately FINALs is on his way. tsk. so i will be busy studying, so i hope you'll understand if i'll return all yer tags and comments late xD

by the way, the line he said to me is from the lyrics of Big Bang's Always. except the marry me part :)

Overflowing Happiness

2010-09-25T21:20:00.009+08:00

well, i have a new layout ! yay. i was supposed to use this layout last week, but laziness attacked me. haha. well, i added some new shade, and its pink ! haha. and my banner still features Big Bang, well, im sure some of you are aware that im an avid fan of Big Bang :D well, what do you think? is okay?

September 2010 we celebrated the " Medical Technology Week at Pilar college. I thought there were 3 or more other schools will join, unfortunately no, there were only two, UZ & Brent . Well, me and my classmates had fun, the first activity we had was the quiz bee, which our school won then we had lunch together then we had games, there were lots of games, which all medtech students joined. it was fun. but when i got home i was kinda out of breath. and the following day, i was rushed to the hostpital. haha. and its all because of my d*mn asthma ! tsk. anyways, im okay now :))

we had to make a soap and a commercial for our chemistry. which we succeed, and now all we need to do is the commercial. this was the last activity ive done after i was rushed to the hospital. we had a great time making the soap, in fact at first we were all excited about it. haha. everybody helped, and so we succeed ! yay !

its me (in white) and anie (in red). this is part of the medtech week celebration. in here we were shooting our commercial. haha. we had many NG's and its because of anie, who keeps laughing everytime the the camera turns to her direction. haha.

i dont want to make this post very long, so it ends here :))

Dream && Achieve

2010-09-16T21:03:00.004+08:00

Guess what I'm a Daydreamer ! haha. everytime when im alone in a quiet place, i tend to daydream. sometimes my are dreams are unrealistic and realistic, since im the dreamer i can make the ending great, so i ended my dreams with happy ending, which drives me to study hard, so i can graduate, pass the board exam, i even wanted to top the board exam haha, and to have a stable job. which everyone wants too. Since i have a long way to go, can somebody lend me some pair of wings? haha. but i dont think theres a shortcut to success. so nevermind xD

my body is tired right now, and its because of school works. so many things to do. well, i guess that is the life of a college student right ? haha. right now im trying to finish some projects, which a BIG help from the members will be greatly appreciated and for sure it will make our work faster.

and for those who commented on my last post, i just wanna say I AM SO OVER HIM ! haha.

He Loves Me not

2010-09-10T12:47:00.009+08:00

^{(via TFN)}
he loves me, he loves me not, he loves me, he loves me NOT !
yeah, been liking to a nursing student, but im not really sure if its Love, all i know is that i want to see him everyday, he's face is always on mind, it makes me " kilig " when he's texting me & when he's near him, all of a sudden i become quiet, and i can't even look straight into he's eyes ! haha, so what do you think? love or infatuation ? xD

but now, i want to forget him, cause i think it's impossible that we'll be together, if i keep on hoping and wishing, i might get hurt in the end, see what i mean ? TT so now, em just gonna focus my mind and heart to my studies, cause i want to be in the top three in my subjects again cause that's the only thing i can give my parents :)

fangirl ! yeah, i know everyone of you are aware of 2ne1's comeback, they just released the full album, and as expected they topped all charts in korea and even in japan. then after 2ne1's comeback, for sure BigBang's comeback will be the talk of the town, it'll be EPIC xD

I LOVE COLLEGE XD

2010-08-30T12:09:00.006+08:00

August 28, 2010 - Literary Contest. we were all exhausted but all our hard work was paid off, we won in all literary contest including speech choir, except in "Talumpati", we won 2nd place only, but anyways we were all overwhelmed with the results, we concluded that 2010 is the year of the MedTech. Nobody cheered for us, there were, but only our trainers and teachers. the seniors and juniors werent there either, they were busy doing their stuffs. anyway, WE WON !

We had a little tour, dedicated to our two malaysian classmates, named Yen and Anie both in black hijab as shown in the picture above :) we went to pasonanca. then after that to my house, cause that day we were celebrating tetuan's fiesta. we had a great time together.

The little girl in the middle is me :) haha. can you imagine, in that pic im so effin small, and now im in college? time flies so fast. well, being a college student is hard and at the same time AWESOME. haha. i never knew that i'll feel this kind of thing. i never knew that i'll be using handbags, going o the library everyday. haha. i keep doing stuffs i dont actually do in high school xD

i love chocolates, i ate that all ALONE :) haha well, i dont want to make this post long long xD haha. i just LOVE college right now :)

school stuffs - cool stuffs?

2010-08-21T00:53:00.003+08:00

Never mind the title, so premid was over. the exams were somehow easy, i didnt get any failing grades and i didnt have any "7" in my grades too. i was very happy, actually i was expecting that. keke ~ so i ranked no. 1 in Chemistry 1 Lecture & in Bio Sci Lab. i was overwhelmed, and it makes me wanna study harder. Actually in Bio Sci i got 100%, isnt that awesome, i was so surprised with the results. and because of that my mom bought me a new phone, samsung c3303k, its easy to use, i can go online anytime and it looks cute :)

And now, Midterm is here, this time i doubt that i'll ranked no. 1 again, cause i failed in three quizzes, and i feel horrible. tsk. my only hope is the exam, i'll o my best, please pray for me ;)

BIGBANG and the VIPs celebrated their 4th anniversary yesterday. 081910 ! 4 years of great music. since i dont have any money to give them some presents, i just help the other VIPs to trend #bigbang4ever and BIGBANG on twitter, which topped the TT list, second and ninth place. I just wanna say I'm a PROUD VIP. BIGBANG is the only group i liked in korea, their music is different from what youve been hearing now, haha. Geniuses !

em not gonna make this post long, so bubye :)

I miss you all :)

2010-08-07T17:55:00.004+08:00

WHOA! i havent blogged for one month! and i kinda feel bad about it. i let my blog die. But anyways, im back. so back :) im also back with a new layout, and as always my layout is inspired by bigbang :)

i miss everything about blogging. i super duper missed the blogosphere. i miss my fellow bloggers. i miss commenting on their posts, i miss tagging and talking with them :) i just miss everything about blogging so much.

my first day in school was great. after one week, me and my classmates are already close together and were the noisiest students ever. the program chair already gave us a warning. haha. it feels nice to be medtech student cause they think yer smart and when they say such things like "wow", "for sure they're all smart", etc. you kinda feel tall and proud. but at the same time pressured, medtech is not an easy course, since were still in the first year level, were not that pressured yet. well, we had our pre med exam last july, i passed all subjects, no failures ! and the midterm examination will be on the 3rd week of august. mm, right now im kinda exhausted, everyday we have quizzes, meaning you have to study every night to avoid a failing grade. haha. thats what im doing now thats why i cant blog for the past weeks. and im so so sorry about that.

i have a crush ! yeah, before i had two but now only one. haha. my first crush was a 3rd year radtech student, his looks kinda resembles mark herras, but what made me admire him is that his bag was orange and also his portfolio. haha. unfortunately he knew, and also my classmates and now my math teacher! ugh. now his head kinda "lumaki", so i stopped liking him. but i needed an inspiration, and i found one! haha. a 3rd year nursing student. he's the cousin of my classmate, my classmate keeps on talking about him saying he's godd and etc. at first i liked his eyes and now i like everything about him. hahaha. and one time he smiled and waved at me. i was like OMG! haha.

i wont make this post super long so, it ends here. till the next entry.

ON SEMI HIATUS

2010-06-27T20:34:00.010+08:00

So yea, em on a semi hiatus! So sorry for not replying to all yer tags and comments. I'll be back soon xD and to my affies please dont remove me :) Em having a hard time balancing my schedule, so i'll be gone for a week or two :) em gonna fix it so, bye for now :( i'll be on twitter, lets just all talk there xD

This is the only Japanese song sang by a Japanese artists that i LOVE!

music player removed :)

ここにいるよ (Koko ni iru yo)

*Baby boy, watashi wa koko ni iru yo, doko mo ikazu ni matteru yo
You know dat I love you dakara koso, shinpai shinakute ii n da yo
donna ni tooku ni ite mo kawaranai yo, kono kokoro
iitai koto wakaru desho?
anata no koto matteru yo (matteru yo)

bukiyou na ore, tooku ni iru kimi
tsutaetai kimochi sono mama iezuni, kimi wa icchimatta
ima ja nokosareta kimi wa ARUBAMU no naka
denpa de shika aenai hibi, takedo mienai ze kimi no hohoemi
kimi no nukumori kami no kaori, kono nodo no kawaki wa sono mama mitasarezu ni
sugiteku hibi no naka nanda ka kimi no omokake hitasura sagashita
kimi to yoku aruita ano michi wa, ima ore dake no ashioto ga hibiteita
n na koto yori omae no hou wa genki ka? chanto meshi kutteru ka?
chikushou, yappa ie nee ya
mata kondo okuru yo, ore kara no Letter

*repeat

kamakura no sunahama de mita kimi no sugata, nami ni nomareta kimi ni iitai kotoba
nandaka MAJI setsu ne~ otoko na no ni nande...kotoba deteko ne~ ya
oboetemasu ka? kimi to itta KARAOKE no naka
ore ga irareta kyoku no kotoba MONITA- ikanda mama
honto wa kimi ni tsutaeta katta
kimi to futari kiri de hajimete machiawase wo shita ano hi
arude guuzen ni attaka no you ni hashagi
hohoemu kimi ga wasurerarenai tte
hanashi kanari sore chimatta ga wakaru yo na? ore ga iitai kotoba
Shit nokori kaku basho ga nee ya
gomen, tsugi wa zettai ni okuru kara

*repeat

ore ga motto kanemochi dattara, motto matomo na shigoto wo shite tara
moshimo subete gisei ni dekita no nara, ore wa zettai ni kimi wo...
da ga Please kanchigai dake wa sunna, kimi ni sabishii omoi wa sasetaku ne~ ga
isogashii naka anma hanase ne~ ga
baby believe kore wa all for our future
But shoujiki, ima sugu kimi to aitai, ima sugu dakishimete yaritai
mukashi, kimi ga ore no tonari de suwatteta seki ni wa, mou daremo inai tte...
ma~, sonna koto wa ii n da, iitai koto wa sonna n ja ne~ nda
imasara da ga, zutto iitakatta kotoba wo kome okuru Unsent letter

Baby girl, watashi was koko ni iru yo, doko mo ikazu ni matteru yo
You know dat I love you dakara koso, shinpai shinakute ii n da yo
donna ni tooku ni ite mo kawaranai yo, kono kokoro
iitai koto wakaru desho?
anata no koto matteru yo

Baby boy, watashi wa koko ni iru yo, doko mo ikazu ni matteru yo
You know I love you dakara koso, shinpai shinakute ii n da yo
donna ni tooku ni ite mo kawaranai yo, kono kokoro
ima nara sunao ni ieru yo
I don't eva wanna let you go

I'll be right here
Music & Lyrics: SoulJa

Baby boy, I’ll be right here I’ll be here waiting for you

You know that I love you, so there’s no need for you to worry

No matter how far apart we are, this heart won’t change
You know what I’m trying to say, right?

I’ll be waiting for you

I’m a bit clumsy, and you are far away

While I struggled to tell you how I feel, you were already gone

Now, what remains of you is inside my albums

These days, radio waves are the only way we can meet

But I can’t see your smiles,

Your warmth, the smell of your hair—I can't quench this longing for you
in the days that pass, I desperately searched for traces of you

The road I used to walk with you just echoes with my footsteps now

But more importantly, how are you? Are you taking care of yourself?

Damn it, the words just won’t come out

I’ll send it next time, a letter from me

Baby boy, I’ll be right here I’ll be here waiting for you

You know that I love you, so there’s no need for you to worry

No matter how far apart we are, this heart won’t change
You know what I’m trying to say, right?

I’ll be waiting for you

The way you looked at the beach in Kamakura, how the waves swallowed the words I wanted to tell you

This is really difficult, even though I’m a man--- the words just won’t come out

Do you still remember? When we went to karaoke together

I wanted to say to you those words in the song I sang, just as they appeared on the monitor

I still can’t forget your smile

From the first day we spent, just the two of us – you were cheerful as if we had met coincidentally

I’ve gone on quite a tangent, but you understand, right? What I’m trying to say?

Shit, there’s no more space to write

I’m sorry, I’ll definitely send this next one

Baby boy, I’ll be right here I’ll be here waiting for you

You know that I love you, so there’s no need for you to worry

No matter how far apart we are, this heart won’t change
You know what I’m trying to say, right?

I’ll be waiting for you

If I had more money, or if I had a more serious job

If I could give everything else up, I would definitely, for you…

But please, don’t ever misunderstand, I hate to make you lonely, but…

While I’m busy, we can’t talk much, but baby believe, this is all for our future

But in reality, I want to see you right now, I want to hold you in my arms

The place you used to sit, next to me, is empty now, there’s no one…

Well, that’s not important, that’s not what I’m trying to say

This is coming so late, but I’ll fill it with the words I wanted to say and send you my unsent letter

Baby girl, I’ll be right here I’ll be here waiting for you

You know that I love you, so there’s no need for you to worry

No matter how far apart we are, this heart won’t change
You know what I’m trying to say, right?

I’ll be waiting for you

Baby boy, I’ll be right here I’ll be here waiting for you

You know that I love you, so there’s no need for you to worry

No matter how far apart we are, this heart won’t change
Now I can say it to you straight

I don’t ever wanna let you go

But em still a VIP, i'll love BigBang Forever ! their japanese single will always be my fave xD specially let me hear your voice and tell me goodbye xD

Orientaion day !

2010-06-12T23:06:00.006+08:00

So we had our orientation last Tuesday, the speakers were surprised that many students took MedTech, same with RadTech and Respi blah. keke ~ but no one can beat the number of students who took up Nursing. so, they said everything bout our course, the rules, proper uniform & something that will erased our doubts about MedTech, i was pretty convinced, but somethings are still bothering me, and one is my math subject. ugh. but i know God is always there! Help me Lord.

So at first i bought some bag pack, cause im not used in shoulder bag or whatever, but i imagine myself wearing a slacks, blouse and heels, i was like O.o whoa! that cant be, so my mom bought me another bag, Cose, this wont be my first shoulder bag, it cost P795, and i also bout a sling bag, which is in right now, it cost P375 only, and my bagpack is pretty expensive, cause i was the one who bought it, got the money from my savings, anyway, it cost P570. I decided to use it during my PE class nalang xD sayang. keke.

i received an award from JHEN ! thanks Jhen, woohoo another award!
So i wont be around for the next week, cause our class will begin on monday, but i'll make sure, that i'll return all yer tags and comments ! take care xD

Something Special

2010-06-08T15:21:00.010+08:00

" He Loved me cause he thought I was her "
I made a NEW Twitter Account, please follow me, promise i'll follow you back !

So i visited my Pedia last Monday, cause of my asthma, its been bothering me since last week, i cant get enough sleep & my eye bags are getting bigger. Then my pedia said that its just not an asthma but nocturnal asthma, meaning my asthma occurs mostly at night and during dawn. So my pedia prescribe me lots of medicines, and i have to drink it everyday, since im used to it, im not having problem taking them all at once. btw i was with my mommy :D

TADAH! This is my first time giving an award, so im giving this to Bubbles, Clarcy, Eun, Faith, Jeanu, Jhen, Jose, Aehlyn, Rhea, Rose, Shekinah, Rin, Fiel Kun, Bubbles, Noriza, Kristina & Paola I think their Blog is cool. I made this award last night, it was almost midnight, that's why its a bit crappy :)
And im also giving gifts for the first time to some of my blogger friends who keeps on talking and commenting on my post :D and i love talking to them. Please dont judge my gifts, i made it last night. please do accept it XD i know its just a simple gift :D i'll make it prettier next time.

so i bought the latest issue of Candy Mag. i love reading it cause it features some stuffs every incoming freshman college. Its worth reading, for sure you'll love it. And the Cover of this june issue is no other than Rob Pattinson, and when you flip it, Jacob's face will appear. keke ~

btw, dont mind that phrase up there ;PP

I stay in love

2010-06-04T16:20:00.005+08:00

so i was inlove qith these mixstyle headphones, so i bought one, the pink's mine, while the black one belongs to my younger brother :) why pink? cause they dont have orange headphones, out of stock na daw. ts. and this is my first time buying online! bought them at fashion-furor.multiply.com :)

im always inlove, and because of that i changed my layout. i used new shades of orange. lol. still orange. what can i do its my favorite color. so i change the banner but still featuring BIGBANG, why? cause i love them so much :) and i remove the visitor page, cause im going to make a portfolio and all my works will be placed there. keke ~ hope you like my new layout :)

im getting excited for june 17, that very day im going to meet new friends, new professors, new room and some new subjects. hope my first day will not be tough, or else im gonna break down and cry :D lol. hope not :) my worries for math is quite okay now, cause i have faith in God, always. im not asking for miracle to happen on the very first day. im all set, (excluding my uniform) ~

so its LAL and BOSTON. and ofcourse they used lakers home court, and boston lost on their first game, ugh. tsk. i keep on hearing that its difficult to win over a team when they are using their home court. tsk. another tsk. but there's still chance :D hope they'll win on their second game !

i love this pic, its me and my baby cousin Aurora Anika :) i think its cute :3 been inactive for the past couple of days, sorry for that. been busy making some works, house hold chores & youtube-ing ;) OH! MBLAQ finally won their First award on M! countdown, after so many performances they made, they deserve it, and can you believe it? they won over SS501. awesome XD well, em gonna bloghop na :D

I'm Happy! SUPERB.

2010-05-29T22:42:00.005+08:00

Im so happy! superb. so finally BIGBANG is making they're comeback this August! yay! after 2 years of waiting, now they're making their comeback! before that, they've been inactive in the k scene, cause they're busy with their solo activities && busy promoting their music in japan. && they also won 2 awards in MTV world blah blah. isnt that great? I SUPER LOVE BIGBANG ~ yess! LEE DeWyze is the new American Idol this season 9! yess, i love this guy, but im not a huge fan of him. i just love the way he sings & he also got some looks noh :D Boston Celtics won over Orlnado magic! yay. they are going to the finals, for sure, it will be Lakers vs Celtics :D cool. PAUL pierce did a great job. super, but i was expecting Nate Robinson to be there, but he wasnt, Rondo did a great job too :) cool. i hope Celtics will fin the finals :)

So ive been busy reading this novel, but im having a hard time finishing it cause of my house hold chores, wanna ask why im doing house hold chores? well, i want to lose weight, cause according to my aunt my face looks round! ugh. so ive been doing it for 2 weeks already. been drinking bigger lai tea every after meal. keke. lol. im so determined in losing weight. so about the novel, at the beginning it was boring, but when i got the middle chapter it became exciting, superb! i love Scarpetta, so cool :)

So everybody now is getting busy cause school days are about to begin again! im so excited at the same time im so nervous! superb! its because of my subject math! ugh! but i know God is always there, he will never leave me suffering. keke.

My crush just changed his status from single to married, and i was like :( 100 time! tsk. i feel bad cause of that and i will be going to different school. tsk. but nah. there are a lot of boys out there :D maybe i'll just wait somebody who is like Edward Cullen! cant wait to watch Eclipse the movie.

thanks to kuya jose of jigzmoreinfo.bs.com for this award! its my second time receiving an award :) and it feels good :D i hope i'll be receiving more award :D keke.

Less Than Three

2010-05-25T17:12:00.003+08:00

Sorry for the late update. Been Busy with Family problem & School. keke ~ so my stupid little cousin is so annoying. I hate her, she once ruined a perfect plan and now she ruined a family. ugh. can you believe it? credits to Sam btw :D Good thing my Aunt is still inlove with my uncle, so she wont leave him for good :) whata relief! whoo. but i still hate her, she even lied to everybody saying that she has nothing to do with it. tsk.

So My visitor Page is updated, i added some Blinkies, smileys & some cyworld characters i found in photobucket :D its like a collection. please do check it out and comment :D but no harsh comments okay? im still a noob. still learning :D

yeah! Less Than Three. ive been watching videos of NigaHiga on youtube, i know its old, but i just discovered it last sunday. keke. he's so funny & he's asian. lol. i keep on laughing everytime i watch his videos. if you havent heard of him, better check his videos out :D

So my current addiction is 2PM's Wooyoung, Junsu & Nichkhun. teehee :) so handsome right, they got the looks, talents and abs. keke ~ been listening to their songs lately. but BigBang is still the best :D

yeah. this thursday is the biggest night of all :D american idol season 09! whoo. Hope Lee DeWyze will win :D he deserved it :) i love the way he sing :D so cool !!

so, bloghopping, i better return all those tags :D

CRYBABY :(

2010-05-19T15:34:00.009+08:00

i know god will never give me problem if they dont have solutions.

what to do? what to do? classes havent started yet but i already have a problem in one of my subjects! and its MATH! ugh. math math math. why do we need you so badly? so before i can take that up, there's always an entrance exam thingy about math and english, i passed english, unfortunately in math i didnt, cause i didnt answer it seriously cause the one in charge of the exams told me that it isnt part of the requirements. ugh, but when i got my schedule the teacher told me that i have to take up math plus instead of math 1 which is the subject i needed. please bear with my poor english :)) but my cousin told me that its okay, and she told me that im not alone who will take up that subject, so meaning there are also many students who didnt passed the entrance exam in math. whatta relief. so now i got my schedule && ID. im all set. but last night i cried, a lot. im really scared. super afraid bout the college thingy. good thing my mom was there, she hugged me and she told me that "dont be scared, college wont bite me" i was like LOL :D

My blog is somehow improved :D there are already navigation on the sidebar. the layout is still the same. new post. mm.

AFFIES sorry for not tagging you last two days, i was busy with my enrollment. so sorry :D

so BigBang's Tell me Goodbye music video is already out. been waiting for that, the song moved me, their looks & voice is HOT! i missed them so much. im so glad they are back, although their real comeback is scheduled on august.
MBLAQ's Y MV is already out too, so lalove their new looks especially GO, Thunder && SeungHo! i love the song, the choreo, their voices but what's up with the costume? i blame their stylist! ugh.

mm, what else? wel, so bye :) im going to bloghop muna :D take care :)

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So ive been tagged by Kristina, katie, Aehlyn, Umi & Eun. thanks for tagging :D

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Im so excited!

2010-05-16T16:45:00.007+08:00

yeah! im very excited. why? cause i'll be a college freshman this school opening. cant wait to jot down notes :)) im so excited to meet new friends & to see my old friends too. cant wait to see the faces o my new teachers, wonder if they're cool or drool. keke ~ havent bought any school supplies yet. tsk. im going to enroll tomorow morning. so so cant wait to get my class schedule!

YAY! fianlly ive submitted three blogskins already in blogskins already. im still noob in designing and coding, so please dont judge my skins, okay? :) take a look.

First Skin ~ bigbang is vip
Second skin ~ gloomy
Third skin ~ suju m

what ya think? is it okay? :) keke ~ please do comment, rate && if you want, fave it :D

tadah ~ this is me and my cousin camille :) photos were taken yesterday before she left for ayala :) she's an incoming sophomore student && she's taller than me, ugh. i lover her, so does my other cousins :D btw, made it with ps 7.0. im so enjoying using adobe photoshop right now :D

Mixed Emotions

2010-05-12T23:03:00.004+08:00

I feel so disappointed and sad. Disappointed cause my bet for mayor lost. His problem werent the people's votes, but he doesnt have the money to cheat even he has the money he wouldnt cheat, cause here in Zamboanga they love him. The cheating made by the re-elected (the proclamation is not done yet) mayor was "LANTARAN". Everybody knows that he cheated, for the others not to complain about this, he also helped them using his money. Almost all of his running mates got in. So my dad lost his job too, cause his boss lost.

i heard this from somewhere that the newly elected mayor said that "hindi daw siay magpapatalo sa kanya (my bet for mayor) kaya ayun, boom.

So, i have a new Layout. And im so satisfied with it. I think its nice. made it using photoshop cs2. No big change were made, only the banner and i added some patterns to those lines thingy :) google, photobucket, html/css help found on google & adobe photoshop cs2 thanks :D keke.

So i was about to submit a skin on Blogskins, its my first time, but i didnt submit it pa, cause im having problem with the back and forward code thingy, i already asked help from katie of shinieyellow, but i changed my mind, i wont put those code there anymore. Kattie thanks :D

Currently watching Art of Seduction with MBLAQ on youtube. Rain is the narrator, so love his voice :) wish i'll finish it soon.

Well, im going to make some blogskins, wish me luck :D

Its a tough day

2010-05-10T13:14:00.000+08:00

May 10, 2010. The day when we, the Filipinos are going to decide who will be the country's next Government Officials. I cant vote cause im still 6teen, but if ever, i'll vote for ERAP for president. Bobo man, pero ben grande ayuda ya dale kanamun pati ben muchu ya le kos ya se. - thats our language, chavacano. And for our Mayor here in Zamboanga, please, (i'll) vote for Mannix Dalipe, cause he's a great leader, has a lot of experience & if he'll lose i dont know what will happen with my life, my reason is, uhm, its personal, but it has something to do with my dad's job :) So Filipinos, vote wisely.

Ive been watching Idol Army season 5 with MBLAQ. From the very beginning, i keep on laughing and laughing. Right now im so so inlove with MBLAQ, this is my second time idolizing all of the members. they all have a great sense of humor, and as the show went on, the members true colors keeps on showing. All members have their own personalities & talents. The only thing they share common trait is being funny, in the show they were all acting normally, promise! try to watch it in Youtube. Me? im done watching it last night, Seungho won the " Bad Boy/Guy " title :D btw, my fave is SeungHo, so hot, so cute and very talented.

well, well, ive been a fan of westlife since 2001. I got to know them, cause of my aunt Belle, she's a fan too, were both fan. I have all their albums & concerts CD. too bad bryan withdraw from the group. But the others still manage to go on without their sexy beast according to Kian :) i miss them.

So, im sure you noticed it, uhm, you noticed about the icons. i made them all, this time using Photoshop 7.0, i haven switch to the latest ver cause oour CPU is sick lol. Anyways, im going to open a new blog, for my icons, siggies, banners and blogskins :D im still working on siggies at this moment :)

So far, So good !

2010-04-29T20:58:00.001+08:00

kung ako lang si eslove, hindi ko lang itutuk ang knife, saksakin ko talaga ung tricia na un, kainis. ang plastic niya. sayang kulang na sila joe at shey !

so i had my nails done. lol. my nails are so short, cause i dont want long nails. cause of many reasons. lol. so its colorful. i decided to color my nails just to kill the time when its brownout. cause i get bored easily. i need to do some stuffs to keep me from sleeping. well, even if its hot, my brain tends to shutdown when im bored. kyah~ i also colored my toe nails too, and its colorful :) keke.

Last time i posted some of me recent pictures with my new hairstyle. but i forgot to post the before picture :D so here it is, my hair is still long with my cousin julia. i wonder why my hair looks black on cam, cause actually my hair is brown-ish. well, maybe my phone's cam isn't that good. hehe. moonkitty && shekina here it is ~

Im sure (now) that everybody, suju fans & specially the Gengchul / HanChul fans what Heechul wrote on his mini hompy bout someone who is close to him, well, Heechul didnt actually said who he was referring to, but it was pretty obvious that he was talking about Hangeng. What he wrote was very touchyy, it moved me. Hope SME will fix any problem they have with Hangeng.

So there are many korean artists are going to make their comeback this may, whatta busy may. so Gummy already released her mv, the song was really nice, the storyline and Kim Hyun Joong, so handsome! keke ~ im liking 2am and mblaq even more, at first i just like their music but now i like them as a group, super. specially Changmin of 2am, Seungho & Thunder of mblaq >.< kpop idols speaking english, no offense, but it was really hilarious, super keke ~

The final trailer for the movie eclipse, the third installation of stephanie meyers movel is out! so cool. so im expecting a lot in this movie, i read all four books, and i was a bit disappointed with twilight and new moon, but i hope this will be great :D team edward ~

It's Gone ~ yeah!

2010-04-22T19:46:00.000+08:00

so yea. lewl, i keep laughing at my title, " It's Gone ", actually my old hairstyle is gone, i change it already, its a bit shorter and its kinda layered, dunno :D according to my memory i havent posted any photos of me here in my blog. so here are some recent pictures and with my new hair style. im not pretty, so please dont judge :) okay? kekeke

and also connected to my title, G-Dragon, the LEADER of the BigBang released his " She's Gone " screen projection. GD in there looked so freaking HOT with all the smoke, knife and chasing :) and ofcourse after the release, the controversies came, that its no longer worth watching for the minors & violent. But for me its really great to watch, its so cool and unique. i didnt get discourage when i saw GD smoking in the vid, and he just smoked fo 3 secs only?! mm. but i was a bit surprised, that kbs didnt ban GD's MV, while they banned Lee hyori's MV which was worth watching also. want to watch the MV? here it is.
see what i mean? so HOT isnt it :) cant wait for the other members to release their solo singles :D

well, ive been in youtube this past few weeks, been watching korean movies, dramas and music videos. i finished watching Jenny, Juno (got that from kuya fiel kun :D), 1oo days with mr arrogant, almost all variety shows where BigBang were their guests, WINDSTRUCK and finally im done watching " The CLASSIC ". windstrcuk and the classic made me cry big time.

well, i got nothing to say anymore. btw, im making a new layout for my blog, and it will be up soon. i just feel so random, mm, i want to sign up in blogskins, i want to share some of me layouts. but i really got no time right now, vey busy with my upcoming college life :D

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~ paola tagged me :D

1. Give a top 10 list of the things that makes you happy:

1. High Grades.
2. Animals.
3. veggies.
4. jogging every morning.
5. when God answers my prayers.
6. new friends.
7. new gadgets.
8. bonding with my family.
9. watch movies everyday,.
10. reading novels.

2. Give a top 5 list of trivia about yourself.
1. i hate my other relatives :D
2. upcoming college student.
3. im chubby,
4. i love big bang.
5. grilled pork chop is love.

3. Share the award with only 5 persons and ask them to do the same thing.

Rin
Rai
cei
bia
lena

4. Link the blog of the person who awarded you.
paola !!

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FanGirl ~ KPOP !

2010-04-15T14:25:00.000+08:00

I got hooked to KPOP because of Se7en (Choi Dong Wook), i heard his song playing as abackground music on audtion ph an online game. But i wasnt that hooked yet until i accidentally watched Arirang, and BIGBANG's Documentary was airing, and SO-1 was still there. i got interested / intrigued so i googled them. then boom. i i fell inLOVE with them. after that ive been listening to BIGBANG's songs, been watching them perform live & on variety shows, ive been downloading their songs, actually i listen to their songs almost everyday I got really ADDICTED to BigBang. IM A VIP

then came Wonder Girls, i really enjoy listening to their catchy song Tell Me, was once a hit songs way back then i LOVE WONDERBANG, i prefer BigBang pairing up with Wonder Girls than 2NE1. Because i want to see 2NE1 and 2PM collab !! and im a WOODARA shipper isnt that cute? keke

2NE1 is so different from other korean girl groups, becasue of the fact that thier GENRE is HIpHop, thats why netizens out there can't COMPARE 2NE1 from SNSD nore WonderGirls 2NE1 is such a unique group. and their very proud that BigBang is their SUNBAE or senior Sometimes i think that because of 2NE1, specifically DARA, KPOP is now popular here in the philipines. OH, and dont forget the clothing of 2ne1 is super cool && expensive keke.

Im not used in "posting" long post, so im gonna summarize the rest

So im also a fan of Super Junior, specially Yesung, Si Won, Han Kyung & Dong Hae. i really Love Ye Sung's voice to the max!

Also a fan of 2PM. JunSu, WooYoung, NickHun & ~~JaeBeom~~ Too bad Jay will go solo

I idolize Shinee too, JONGKEY is cute. After School is such a HOT group. FT ISLAND and CNBLUE, can't forget HongKi && Jung Hwa on you're beautiful And also Mblaq && ZE:A who recently debuted. Mblaq's LeeJoon is so yummy their leader is so talented, THUNDER and Mir are so adorable && GO's voice so freakin sweet. ZE:A's Mazeltove dance move on the part where they sang mazeltove...monday, tuesday... is so COOL

here are some photoshopped / edited pictures of them :D thanks to google for the images and brusheezy for the brushes.

what ya think?

New Layout && update :)

2010-04-12T10:39:00.000+08:00

yay. so, i have a new layout, its still orange-y. i love it, though im not satisfied with the banner, just little. yea. bout the banner, i got the images from google.com thanks :D keke. i started to make the layout earlier this morning and finished it on lunchtime :D what ya think bout my new layout? is it okay?

so, ive been jogging every morning with my cousin samantha at the grandstand. we started jogging last saturday at 6am in the morning, and went home at 7am, cause the sun is already up and its getting hot :D my goal is to lose weight before the school will start again :)

ive finally decided on what course i'll be taking, and its medtech ! mm. please pay for me :) keke.

SO confused && exhausted

2010-04-06T12:27:00.000+08:00

CONFUSED, cause right now i still can't decide whether i'll be taking medtech or dentistry. Last week i was 100% sure, that i'll be taking medtech, but right after my grandpa told me that he got the third place in board/licensing exam (in DENTISTRY), i was like WHOA! so cool, that explains how he got his own clinic and got lots of well known friends. he also told me that dentistry is really nice, i feel like he was convincing me to take up dentistry, so i told him that mom cant handle the expenses, then he answered back that he was the boss and that sa practice, dun na daw ung mahal ang gastos ~ lol taglish :D. and right now im so confused, i would love to take up both medtech and dentistry. tsk.

EXHAUSTED, signing of clearance was HELL! superr. my head aches, my legs and the color of my lower arm and upper arm are not the same anymore. lewl. umitim aco! tsk. but finally, i got all the signatures i needed, now all i have to do is wait for my report card , erm, oh tomorrow. YESS! finally im done!

im deciding that i'll be making some blogskins :)

im enjoying my summer vacation :D

2010-04-03T14:18:00.000+08:00

yep. the title says it all, im so enjoying my summer vacation, even though me and my family haven done any outdoor activities. well, right now we're still making some changes in our house, im still preparing for my college, i fixed my blog and i can surf the net all day. maybe next week, we're going to the beach, ugh, i prefer swimming pool than beach :D

yay. i got a new layout :D its a bit pixelled :D heh, i did it on adobe photoshop :) i read some tutorial about pixelling in some pixel sites or blogs. i was inspired, then i tried making one, and now using it :) what ya think? is it okay?

during the black saturday, i got really tired, but thats okay, we all have to make some sacrifice like jesus did. the sacrifice i amde was paid off a bit, cause i saw few of my elementary classmates && lots of cute boys :D kekeke

yay, BIGBANG is coming back this summer, and so does WonderGirls, i really missed wonder bang !

my graduation day && graduation party (:

2010-03-31T18:54:00.000+08:00

want to see more graduation pics? click this :)

YEA! im a new graduate :) a graduate from zamboanga city high school main. i graduated last tuesday :D a very memorable day for me and for my classmates and best friends. and now im outta that school, so long city high, im gonna miss my high school life, super :( im gonna miss my best friends. good thing our signing of clearance is not yet done, i got to spend some time with my best friends. yey! on the day of our grad, me and my best fiends cried, just because of raymond lauchenco's song farewell. ugh, so sad :( and finally im not gonna pretend anymore that im okay with her and her, i cant forget what theyve done to me, lol. plastic lg aco sa kanila and also my best friends. haha. but nah. keke

want to see my graduation party pics? click this :D

i had a great party, my family was there and so was my best friends except anna, she didnt come cause she was also hosting her party, tsk. but, nah, i enjoyed the night, i had fun eating, chatting and taking some pictures with my guests. my guests were only few, but the almost finished all the food. hahaha. thanks to my mom, dad, grandpa's && aunts. , becuase of them i had my party :D

to all who just graduated and already graduated, congrats and goodluck!

goodbye smartbro, hello dsl :D

2010-03-25T22:09:00.000+08:00

so yea, im back. iive been gone for almost 3 weeks? ugh. i really hate it when i cant go online, cause i really dont want to get "unupdated"! but now im back. well, the reason i went offline is that my mom finally decided to switch to dsl. so yea. were using dsl now, so we already have internet connection, meaning i'll be updated from now on.

so, our graduation practice is already finished, but the signing of clearance is not yet done, we didnt eve started doing that. keke. so tomorrow will be our recognition day, im not expecting to receive some award, cause ive been very lazy to join organizations && contests, cause im very very shy. but my teacher in research ii is giving me an award, SA, ugh, i dont want that award cause it means that im like "his pet". tsk. for me. kekek.

our graduation day will be on march 30, i really cant wait. im so gonna miss my best friends, classmates, some school mates && my long time LOVE. keke.